my unseen lover

my unseen lover,

to write, verbalize, or show who i am when nothing i feel, wish, or want can be

translated into words is a dismal attempt to create a poster announcing nothing.

at times a fragment of what i want or what i wish, or what i desire creeps into

the universe of letters like fragments of a lost scroll showing up in a sterile

museum display; out of place, irrelevant and meaningless. it is however part of

me, an element in creating the entity i call me. in it, one finds nothing and

another finds all there is.

you, are my surprise, the ocean at the edge of the Sahara,

the oasis in the midst of sand domes. an island in an ocean of calamity.

you are the unexpected pleasure coming from pain.

you are what you should be as you should be "perfect"

i shall turn your dreams in to feasts of ecstasy and pleasure and your body

and soul shall be forever mine to please.

i am ..