it has been many

it has been many weeks and days of unbelievable hardship and heart ache.

I have been going through so many highs and lows I have totally lost all my senses.

I talked (to you) of "being free",

of soaring above the clouds,

of moving into a valley fearless,

daring,

light footed.

Now I have fallen into a state,

a state that is not of mine.

I am drowning in a poll of dos and don'ts.

I can not exist in chains.

I am not the Panther walking the cage.

I need to be free.

I must be free.

I must.

Now I am,; my heart is,

a slave.

my thoughts soar no more and my sight is

no more.