how charming

i think of you and how such nothingness connects us

even if it is for a blink-of-an-eye-moment

i think of the sobbings

and how no one understood my pain and agony

and how lonely, frightened and vulnerable i felt

and that i had nothing ..

NOTHING.

and that i could not bring that misery to an end

i, now, think of my loneliness as my very own

it is what defines me

and my loneliness,

i do not wish to share.

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