金火山givarya

givarya

金火山givarya

i suppose there are times when one is bound to be miserable

and times when one is exhausted from the climax of ecstasy

the second i do not know of but ..

well let me tell you about the first..

my heart palpitates

wishing to leave me

my own heart

no longer wishes to be

company of mine

company in my journey

into the never-ending fear,

desperation, sadness, misery

company in my journey

into fleeting moment of ecstasy,

elation, rapture

i am

the lone traveler

in the land of chaotic moments

holding to sighs of a white pebble

whose lonely journey, my nanny told me of

under the solitary pomegranate tree

on top of the hill

where I used to live

my heart

palpitates

wishing to

leave me

i no longer wish to ask .. and that leaves me with none but an empty vessel of questions

ich bin meine eigener frage

ich selbe bin mein eigenes fragezeichen

und ich selbe bin die eigener antwort